A Day Of Silence

Woke up ard 1130. i try to talk to my mum, but i no voice. cos on tues i drank a sour and bitter herbal drink. i coukdn't talk at all. Left hm ard 1205 for work. At workplace, told my boss and others tat i cant talk cos no voice. Suddenly, i felt i was a mute. since i cant talk, i need t use paper and pen to convey wat i need to say/ask. very torturing. One of the staff, Gillian, make fun of mii using hand signals to talk. haix. sianz. told her im nt mute.left work ard 6pm to go for pm at alvin's hse. my boss told mii tat i can dun go since i no voice. but i told him: It doesn't mean tat i no voice, i cant pm or cg. We cant give in to our weakness. So reach alvin hse ard 7pm, saw xiu's back and guitar. feeling abit tired, took a nap for 15mins. the pm start ard 8pm, and we began to share abt easter. aft the pm, mii,alvin and jy went to eat. since i no voice, there are food tat i cant eat, one of them is char kway teow. But tis guy, jy, knowing tat i dun a voice still ask mii wanna eat. ah!! i ate mui fan instead. aft supper, jy and mii took bus 55 to bishan. the bus journey was rather long. reach bishan ard 1230. Just in time for the last train.
Lastly i wanna share something: It doesn't mean tat u gt weakness, u cant reach ur goals. Never give in to your weakness/circumstances. If u have a desire/wish, go for it.

Sick Day

Awaken by the sun ard 0753am, couldn't go back to slp. Play the first match of dota. i used QOP.

Haix, todae tio ks by others bots. i abit sad and sianz. ard 9am, angela

msn mii saying later meet to cut the printed works by shima. Thanks shima for printing. Reach almaralty mac ard 1150, saw angela buyin food, shima sitting alone. i saw the printed stuff tat shima gave mi, i abit sianz. the pics so pixelated. i guess Mr Alex or Angela wont accept it de. nvm. cut here and there le, shima needs to go meet her fren. So she left mii and angela. abt 30mins later she came back cos angela's thumbdrive is wif her. So aft meeting her liao, mii and angela took bus 969 to chong pang there to print the remaining work. haix, we tot can print, but the printer there cant print color. so we went ard, pass by my hse and a garden. Mii and angela were so tired and hot, i feel like going hm. nvm print finish le still gt time to rest. so went ny hse nearby bookshop to see can print, but the com their dun hav photoshop cs2. i almost 'faint'. de i told angela tat we go suntec print ba. she say ok lor.

To be continue.......

Sorry guys and gals, im seriously very very tired. Want to noe more, call this no: 94200020

Second Day of Holiday

Todae abit sianz. Nth much to share. Ard 2pm gt a call frm my chingay fren, Jasmine. She say need help to shift some chairs at expo hall 1. So i left hm ard 0435 to there. reach there ard 0610pm. Went in to hall 1, nt a single soul was there!!! i tot she lied to mii, so i called her, and guess wat she say. She say finish le, wa!!! sian tiao, haix, wat a wasted journey. im nt angry or sad.
I really miss all my classmates: Juliana, Jiahui, Hui Ying and the rest of boys and gals. Wen can we meet?

First Day of Holiday!! Yahooo!!!!

Welcome all to the 5th day of holiday. Hope all is enjoy!! Haha.

Woke up at 10am to watch the show The Peak. den i gt a call frm my secondary fren, firdaus. He came my hse ard 1120pm. We were finding jobs at the internet and classified by Straits Times. Saw alot of jobs but all we cant work. so mii and him suddenly bcame so sian. so i ask him where he wants to go. he suggested cycling ard first. i tot tat was a pretty gd idea. So he went hm to take his bike. we met ard 0230. Since he haven eaten his lunch, so i suggested upp thomson rd de prata. But he say too far, so i brought him to chong pang hawker. aft tat we cycle to lower seletar resevoir to take a break. aft the break we cycle towards orchid park den we pass by Northland Primary School. Den towards Safra den towards funland at yishun. Wa!! so tired and our butt so pain, went in to funland to rest while. Nt many ppl. Ard 0420 we left le. At nite, i nid to cycle back to Yishun Library to return the books. Reach hm ard 0853 just b4 my sis tuition. Aft her tuition, i went back my rm to watch the drama Romantic Princess, super nice lor!!!

Ard 1205am my dad came out to see if i was asleep, but i wasn't. Haix. Today was rather a boring day, wanna work but no jobs. Still need to attend parents nagging session.
If only someone can gif mii a work.

Good Friday

Todae went to Singapore Expo Hall 1 for Easter service 1.

Wow!! reach expo at ard 0245 and the place there already jam packed wif ppl. So i queue up, until ard 0310pm le den door opem le den can go in. Jy have already booked the seats for us le, thanks, if nt surely no sit de. The service started at 4pm sharp, wif two praise and one worship songs. The show started ard 0515pm, rather a nice show. Den the Pastor preach a word on shame. Let mii tell u wat he say:

1. Shame robs you of the motivation to seek care.

2.Shame robs you of HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP.

3.Shame causes anger and aggression.

4.Shame cause psychological problems.

5.Shame causes problematic moral behaviour.

And Someone took our shame and guilt to the cross. And He is Jesus.

During the drama, i saw one of the scene tat He is on the way to the cross and being whipped beaten, punched and kicked wif a heavy cross the carried on His shoulder. I felt abit sad, felt like crying but no tears to drop. Nw let mii tell u few things abt this Man, Jesus:

1. Jesus accepted all EMOTIONAL REJECTION.

2.Jesus endured all VERBAL ABUSES.

3.Jesus accepted all PHYSICAL ABUSES.

No matter hw many good works/things, we cant go Heaven unless we have Jesus in ur heart.

And let mii tell u hw Jesus changes my life.

I was born in a family where there is no true love. When i was young, my parents use to quarel everyday. And i always bully my sis. This happen for ard 12 years until my cousin, Joshua brought mii to his cell group. There i saw 10-12 ppl tat i dunno. So my cousin introduced mii to them. And slowly i began to like to go church. At tat time, im still goin the bugis temple wif my mom and sis. And my aunt asked mii tis question, ''are u going to church or temple, pls make up ur mind.'' So i went back thought, and i decided to go church. At tat time im having PSLE, although im suppose to. i failed my PSLE. So for the nxt three days, i totally emo myself frm the outside world. i lock my up in my rm, nt drinking or eating anything. On the fourth day, i told myself tat last year has already pass le, no use being sad/emo. During my emo period, my family members all stunned. 02/01/2002, the day for mii to start sch, so i went sch and i heard alot of ppl saying tat i retained etc. i reach hm and my parents scolded mii stupid ,useless etc

But i ignore all the critics and concentrated on my studies. Term 1 result out, i came in 2nd in my class, i tot tat will save mii frm all the critics, mockerings etc but wat i wish didnt came true, instead i gt even more. haix. nvm, i continue to study. Mid-year exams result out, once again, i came in second. and i gt a award for tis. i invited my mom, sis, and dad to come, but only my mom and sis came.abit sad. went back told my dad abt i receive a award, hoping to hear someting good, but he didn say a single word, i noe tat he still tink tat im stupid etc.

Until nw, studying at AMK ITE, my dad and mom still very disappointed in me. Dunno why tat watever i do things rite/good, they just wont change the impression for mii.

Can there be someone tat:

fully-understand mii?

someone tat i can turn to in time of need?

someone tat i can trust?

someone tat i wont call Friend, but 'sister' or 'brother'?

someone tat i can rely on?

someone tat can correct mii?

Blue Monday

Woke up @ 9am. Haix abit dun feel loke goin sch. But sister keep on askin mii go. Ok la i go sch. Reach sch le at 11am. Teacher say can go hm le. abit sianz. dun feel like go hm. so i asked sheng and the rest, they all goin hm. so i ask ying, she meeting something. No choice but to go hm. reach hm ard 1220pm, eaten lunch le slp. Dunno why, felt so tired but cant slp. aft a few mins slp liao. woke up at 0538pm. Mummy wants ii to go for a hair cut. she give mii 14 bucks. My hse dwn stairs gt tis ITE hair salon. So i tot of goin there. Waited quite long my turn. the person first help mii wash hair using cold water. so refreshing!!! Den a lady came and cut here and there. gel up my hair. guess hw much? 15 bucks. thank God tat i brought tat i brought enough money. On my way hm, a call ask mii whether can i go help jy gif tuition @ bk yishun 0730pm. so i hurry hm, eat and bathe. Left hm @ 0745. cycle there. aft giving tuition send the students to mrt den go hm le. Today abit sianz. Hope tml will nt be like tat. :p

A peaceful Friday on 14/03/08

Todae was rather peaceful. Woke up @ 0820am by my sis, Sharon. Left hse @ 0845. Reach sch ard 0930am. @ class nt much students were there except terry, angela, stella, caleb, yu sen roy and the rest. aft sch went to kallang for work. todae @wk abit different. ard 3pm need to accompany leader to Raffles Hotel, cos todae gt a very good speaker coming to speak on something. Need to step up the place so we left office ard 0330pm. upon reaching, we hurry up step up the place. ard 6pm i left them, neeed to go jw awhile. aft jw ard 10oopm, went m le. upon reaching hm, gt a call frm jy and josh, my cousin for supper, so ard 1145 we met up. we went to blk 925 for supper. ard 1220 ah!! Finally reach hm liao!!! Abit tired and sianz. Haixx.

Yahoooooo!!! Performance Day!!!!!

Todae was such a exciting day for mii!! Woke up @ 0930am. Went sch, but teacher dismissed early. So i called the gals to meetup, but they say dont go and find them, dunno why but nvm mind. So i went find sheng they all. They were on their way to lan shop. So while waiting for them, went amk de KFC. Ard 1205, they all reach le amk cash converter upstairs de lan shop. Tat shop dont need us to wear hm clothes and the com there was good. Wont lag. So we play play dota. As usual, im always the one tio own. Also dunno why le. Ard 0120pm, we left for sch for 3rd lesson. On the way to sch, there was a heavy heavy rain lor!! We took 159 to sch. Upon reaching, i told sheng tat i need to go for performance le. So i went wif them awhile to sch, den left. We saw juliana and all the gals @csc. So we forward to see wat's goin on. They were writing the bdae card to Mr Alex. So they write their wishes. Also i took tis chance to pass the JamOutLoud tickets to mao and Yingz. Aft 2-3mins i left them. I was on the rush to Jurong west street 91, City Harvest Church ,my performing place. Wow!! wen i reach there, all the rest reached le and dressed up. im the onli one left unchanged and undressed. So i quickly went to change @the toilet. Oops! i forget to bring my belt. so i went to ask ard for belt. And one of my fren, Francis lent mii his. Thank God for tat belt and him, if nt my jeans will surely drop. Ard 0445, ying and mao reach le. i went dwn to pick them up. they want mii to pay their cab fair, so i paid the uncle $18.60!!! So expensive!!!!! So i brought them up to level 4. i tried to introduced them to my rest of my frens, but they like nt very socialised. abit sad. Ard 0510pm, it's time for them to go in le. They all like sianz, haixx. So ard 0525, now is the time for us, S.P.S to perform le. Although inside my heart abit anxious, but i put it aside. I sang the song Lemon Tree. After finishing the song, we went down le. So happy!!! A lot of them clap for us went we left the stage. So aft tat, i went in to find mao and yingz, i saw them, sitting down doin nth. abit sianz. They say they all very hungry, i also lor!!! they ask mii wat time they can go. i tried to old them back, but their persistance made mii want to let them go. So i went to tell jy, and he say ok. so i send them down to the bus stop to take 242 to JP. aft tat wi went back to join the rest, for fellowship. Finally just wanna say THANK YOU TO ALL WHO CAME TO LISTEN TO MII. people like: MAO, YING, CHEW HOON, VAN, MADELINE, HUI HUI, RITA, CHENGCHUAN, SHAWN, WEIJIE, SERENE, GILLIAN AND THEY REST. sorry if i nv mention ur names. But most of all, i wanna THANK BOTH GOD AND S.P.S. Without both, i really cant sing at all. Special thanks to Band ic, Koh Jiayong Joseph, wow, tis guy is the best men! I tink all of us put up a great show!! Thanks!! See ya

Just 24hrs b4 the day

todae was such a tiring day lor. i went down early to practice 4 my performance tml. the rest of the grp was there le, except for mii. so for the first half, i need sing alone wif my phone playing the music, Lemon tree by fools garden. The voice tat i heard frm my mouth is so ugly. i sing so flat and sharp. always off-the-tune. the organiser say tat i need to go back to learn my vocals, facial expression and confidence. so i went back. nt hm, to practice. indeed, my voice isn't very nice to listen. i was feeling abit down and disappointed. BUT, after the rest of my band members came, wow, i suddenly felt so energzie. so during the nxt half of the prac, i sang my very best. and i continue to sing until, it was time to go back hm. wa, i tell u all ar, having a band is nt nt easy. We need teamwork, coordination, unity and in-the-beat. Cannot off-beat or off-tune, if nt very very hard to put up a good show for the audience to see/watch. So to all who is coming to see/hear/watch us, enjoy!!!!!!

Sorry all for nt updating.

Sorry guys and gals for nt updating my blog, cos these few days super super tired. im bz wif the performance tml, hope all understand. Nw todae, 11th mach 2008. just woke up @ 1030am. feeling very sianz. no one @hm. i want to go wif frens, but dunno who to find. scare they all nt free. so im going stay @hm. btw, im having a performance tml 12th march 2008 wif my band. both Yingz and Mao will be coming. So happy!!!! Thanks gals for comin to support mii. see ya tml. Since u gals r comin, i wont disappoint u all. i will put up a good show. hope u all enjoy!! :p
later gt the final practice b4 the actual performance. To all who noes mii, pls support mii and my band, S.P.S( Scissors Paper Stone) nice name rite? haha!

The day b4 sat

woke up at ard 0930am. but went back to slp.woke up @ 10am. gt ready to hse @1020. sightly early todae.went to the bus interchange to wait 4 the bus. i waited and waited. the bus came @ 1045. so long!!i reach sch @ 1105am. but wen i reach class, i saw no one!!! and guess wat? my teacher, angela told mii 2 go hm!! so i went. and on the way to lift, i called mao and yingz. they all @ 4th floor toilet. so i went up again to mit them. Aft tat we went to take 72 to yck mrt. den 2 mao hse. aft tat we went to mit enid. it's been a time tat we last met. having lunch @mac. aft tat need to go le. so i left them. but aft a few mins later, ying came back for her papers which is at my com bag, den sh went her way. BUT just went the bus was abt to go, guess hu came up? YING!!!! ya is her. so i accomepany her hm until her bus. aft tat i wen to my workplace @ kallang. there i learnt nt much. but i also follow my boss to one of the outlet @jurong west st91. we took cab there, and he paid the cab fare. $20 plus!! frm kallang to jurong west. aft tat i went for cg @alvin hse. but b4 tat i am suppose to meet madeline, vanassa and her cgl, grace. but i was late. gt disicipleship frm jy and alvin. ok. im sorry. it wont happen again. tat's all folks!!
Want to hear more, call mii @94200020 during office hours. See ya!

Another day on thursday

Woke up ard 1020. feeling very tired aft yesterday practice. confused whether want to go sch. called Yingz-jie and mao mao, they all nt goin. they goin IT show at suntec. so i stayed at hm, until mao called mii said o meet 1230 pm at city hall. reach there @ ard 1pm. mao late again! haix!! so i mit her and we walked 2 suntec 2 mit yingz-jie. finally met liao. also wif ying is oso her parents. so we left ying's parents and we are on our way. otw to the IT show, mii and mao abit hungry, mao suggested NEW YORK, but i rejected her idea cos the food there nt nice. so we stand there outside the singapore ducktours there. Alot of ppl over there sia! so aft 1 or 2 mins later, we went to b1 to look ard first. finally decide on the place to eat@ JUST NOODLES. pretty cheap and nice! so we went in there. mao ordered curry chicken set and i oredered drunken chicken noodles. oso i treated mao. i tink ying jealous so i ask her to ordered a side dish. and she ordered a seaweed tofu. nice and hot. aft tat we went straight to the IT show. on the way there, saw dan, del and roy behind us. we tot of saying hi but we didn't. oops. sorry. we went inside the conference. Wa! so much ppl. i scare lost so i stick close to them. inside there was so much ppl advertisting their products. Like: printer, desktops, laptops etc

so we continue our way.

hope u all enjoy reading!!!

Hey Foster!

Hey foster! Kitty &Huiying here.
Better update hors abo we dont want come here le.
Later delete your blog then you know.
Haha

Yahoooooo

Finally gt my very own blog. Too happy!!!!!! Special thanks to Yingz and mao mao!!!!!! To all who noes mii pls come read blog. Spread the blog ard to all. Thanks.