Today

Today will be the last day when my Team A served together @ Expo.. Today will be the last service 2 here @ Expo hall 8.. Sadly i wun be there and there will also nt be having, Alvin, Alex, Cai Ping, Jasmine and Xiuhui.. Today they are going to Bangkok and will be coming back on the 3rd march thursday.. Got tis feeling of 舍不得.. But would anyone noe? Would anyone care? Would anyone want to sit and talk with you? I want to be frank.. Between ministry and my cell group, i felt better and more relax in ministry.. Im nt saying cg is nt good etc.. But attributes ministry Team A has given us the platform to say our minds and showing our talents and nt being ''mock'' or ''laugh'' at.. God.. This isn't want u wanted.. You placed me in tis cell group to grow and serve others too.. Help me God.. I can't stay tis way all the time.. And i noe tat although no one really care, You always cared for me.. Help me to adjust best to tis cg..

1st post 2011

Welcome to 2011.!!! Much to expect frm tis year.. Wat i used to be in 2010, i wanna do better in 2011.. I'm going to SOT(School Of Theology) tis year.!!! Finally.. i've been waiting.. Together with me is Xiuhui, Jasmine, Alex and Caiping.. But most importantly, going to ORD lo.. wah.. times really flies man.. Been really thinking alot abt few things.. Do i really like xiuhui? Is she the one for me? Up till nw.. i still gt feelings for her.. i like her and i hope she'll noe..

Christmas

Is all abt giving and sharing the last few weeks before the year comes to an end.. This year has really been ab great year for me especially.. Much changes both good and bad, happy and sad.. Though there were some things still remains the same, yet there were changes.. Especially my relationships with my own cg.. Really wanna thank God for all of them cos they were the ones who really taught me alot.. And although there were still conflicts with some, overall the relationship with the rest is still gd.. And as we prepare ourselves for 2011, let's be excited abt it, bcos it's a new year.. watever good or bad, happy or sad is over.. We humans look forward nt backward..

DREAMS

Are meant to be realized and fulfilled.. If u have a dream, u shld really go all out for it.. Because hope deferred makes the heart sick.. and tis hope we talked abt is called dream.. the very fact when u have a dream means u have the potential to fulfill it.. It's kinda waste to dream and yet nt doing it.. As the year is coming to the end like 3-4 more weeks, i wanna hope tat all my dreams come true.. so shld u too..

Busy

Ah at last can post.. been busy with camp stuff after being given the appointment Admin 2. Haix, is it call good or bad leh.. like not much diff.. last time admin duties very little de lor.. nw it's like 10, 12 even up till nw.. do more work and watever stunts the rest do, usually it's us to be arrowed first.. Anyway.. im going to ord le.. As time goes, i wanna do and care less for the things in section.. it's like nv ending.. unstoppable.. ok enough of army.. i also started watching anime.. the second anime i watch was titled clannad and clannad after story.. it's my fav and best.. it's so touching.. i dun wanna be a spoiler.. so if u really want to watch, go google it.. im sure u will surely cry de.. my camp mate Rynel has just intro be another anime frm the same website named ef the tale of memories.. just started nt long ago.. if u like it, come watch it together..

Why should i spent time to have lunch with u wen u will in the end sent me away? I treated u as a precious friend, yet why must u sent me away? Although i have no feelings for u alr, but it's tat hw u treat a friend? We had lunch together, is it bcos out of friendship or convenience? Is tat who u really are? Stop being so self-centered.. I just want to know u as a friend and nothing else.. After so long of friendship , are u still treating me the same? Should i take u just as u are or believe u will treat me and the rest of ur friends better? Is tat all we can expect from u?

Say if u need

Just because ppl dun say it, doesn't mean it's ok.. The reason why ppl keep the unhappy words in their hearts', it's so that the relationship will be spolit. So please be careful by wat u say.. It is often that ppl gt hurt bcos ears are always open.. If u aren't close with ur friends, den u shouldn't be talking or teaching how to conduct their own personal lives..